Corp.

That's it. Conspiracy or not that's it.

A few posts earlier I asked a question with the headline Android. Thinking to myself when are we ever without technology. But now I question when are we ever without any control.

Corporations lie, people cheat.

Some of the biggest companies in the world are finding every living or non-living and putting a patent on it while gaining ownership. We are ad/consumer feed zombies, like robots all attached to a controlling network, or bees governed by the queen and her hive.

It doesn't matter it we are alive or dead either way we are a dollar sign in the corporation's eye.

So we are Androids, with no control on our future and systematically scheduled to be a slave, a worker bee to churn in more honey.

The only thing they don't own, or they don't control is our spirit. Ironic the one thing they don't own is the only non-physical thing in existence.

That's where our future lies.

Lightening

If multiple universes exist and are based on the decisions we make (which sprouts into more universes because of the different outcomes) then does that mean if I think of something here and now it becomes real in another universe?

Time is a joke

'We are beings of light, who laugh at the thought of time'

It's like a world I know, but have never yet experienced.

Like Switchfoot said, 'we were meant to live for so much more, but we lost ourselves'.

Feel like my body remembers meditation as a past practice long ago.

Every day we, as humans, evolve. Every second, we gain more knowledge.

First it sprinkles, and then it rains.

One single event changes everything, whats next?

Snow falls down a mountainside, it gains speed, it gains strength, it gains mass.

Whats coming at us fast?

Secretly...

Is it at all possible that our spirit can not lie, so subconsciously makes the mind give a sign to let it be known?


Pg. 67 of the Ancient Secrets of the Flower of Life


So many questions.

Android

Does any single person go a complete day without watching, listening, or even using any sort of electronic whether tv, phone, computer,  or car radio?

The grass is greener here.

Sometimes it's hard to focus. Sometimes it's hard to breath. Sometimes it's hard to think.

The human brain can only process so much information at any given moment, but why not more? Is the human race fated to gain much more intelligence over time and evolution, or are we destined to become dumb giants. Even though technology, among other things, has evolved over time, it seems we are still simply materialistic and needy. 

I recently read somewhere, that I am an INFP (based on the Myers-Briggs personality types), and am creative, smart, an idealist, an observer, and a dream. There's a lot of time in the day that is lost to my dreaming. One of the biggest things I've come to understand about my personality is not to have impossibly high expectations. Some say "the grass is greener on the other side", but most will agree we can never find that 'greener side' and that we are simply lost wandering the thing we call life. Every dream/nightmare I've ever had no matter how awesome/scary it has been has always been realistic and an incredible experience. Of course we only truly go here when we are resting. I enjoy the dream realm because it's my 'greener side'.

A few psychologists say that people daydream to get away from their terrible or mundane life. Or that people daydream because they are bored or not happy in life. I disagree. I'm perfectly happy with my life right now granted my career is not where I wish it to be, but that's all in due time. I don't need fancy cars, or flashy objects. I'm content with what I own and what I have in my life. I don't need any particular item to  classify me or show off, I wear my emotion so you can see who I really am. 

The only way we can change the future is if we change ourselves. 

Sometimes its harder than most. That's why we can dream. Dream of a better place while we try to change ourselves.  Off my personality type it stated, writes well but very shy from true thoughts or feelings. This is me, changing my future. Not every one will listen to this or read this, but for those that do I thank you. Maybe you read it because you were bored, or you read it to know more about me. Maybe you read it because you have some belief or some inkling of a thought that there is more out there in this universe than the simple material things we have here. 

So all that being said, I'll see you on the other side.

bell peppers and onions

babe i thought i'd take the time to write about you, since its almost been 2 months.

i'm done looking nor do i plan on having to look
theres no one in the world i care more about than you
i never thought with you there could be so much
we always have a fantastic time together awake or asleep
your the force that holds me to the earth
your my sanity in insanity
your more wild than any normal girl
(i was surely surprised, the first rave we went to)
you only get the best light show
the best hug
the best i love you
only you get my heart and soul
everyday i see you again i feel like its our first "day"
i love you V.F.D.